Alba You are incredible. Really bright, kind and loving. You are so much fun, you're nearly three and currently experimenting with humour, tone and inflection. You catch a phrase so easily and turn them quickly, uniquely. I want you to play to your strengths: confidence and communication will always be assets, but seek joy and experiences beyond your comfort zone. People are portals to other worlds, so take an interest in the lives of other by asking them about themselves, their joy, their loves. This is how we build connection. Connection should be savoured, nurtured and found through people's art and actions as much if not more than their chat. Share yourself as you feel comfortable, but be mindful that while you and your friends are young, you are all experimenting with boundaries and working out your values. I’ve made mistakes so perhaps listen when I offer advice. I would do anything to help you avoid some of my misgivings, but then you might be better at navigating life than I am. I’m nearly 40 and we are still getting it together. Though my feet are more certain, I am still trying to work out what kind of childhood I would like to make for you. I want you to have adventures but to feel safe. Learn to love nature and the planet. Look for it, love and nurture it everywhere. Though my heart sinks when I think of the Earth you will inherit. I’m hungover. I’ve just been to Sardinia with Maira on a work holiday. It’s been three nights and I’m missing you. The hangover gives me anxiety and I’m worried about leaving you and Oscar in the world. You will have each other and your cousins and hopefully enough of me in these pages.
Woke on No sleep 